MAYDAY MAYDAY THIS IS NOT A TEST STOP DROP AND ROLL FUUUUCKKKKKKKKK

I keep waking up in the morning and for a brief second everything is fine, the sun has risen the day has begun, and then I REMEMBER.
I don't even have words. The only thing i can do is record peoples stories and fears and hopes and pray to gods i don't believe in that everything is going to be ok. I can't sleep. WHAT THE FUCK GUYS